I wonder how much of my trust in God, the Father of my soul, is theoretical and verbal. Has my trust in Abba grown strong enough to get rid of fear? Enough to banish my worry and my doubt? Do I trust God enough to live absent of discouragement? Have I trusted Abba enough to live more boldly and more daring? Perhaps I have not trusted Abba enough yet?
Will I ever fully trust the Father of my soul THIS much?
Does anyone have that strong of trust and obedience?
I think we are called to this sort of trust, but I fear I have not quite accomplished it.
Father of my soul, I trust you. Help me where I do not trust.
- St. PC of the Trust'ish