Don't Love God Today

If God were still asking us today, "Do you love me?" (John 21:15-17), I am not certain of my

I know the right answer. I know the answer I'd hope to give. I am not certain of my honest

When I read in the word what it means to love God, I have to wonder in honesty if I really do love

If loving God is obeying all of His commands, I am not

If loving God means taking up my cross to follow Him, I am not certain I love

If loving God means giving up my desire to be relevant, impactful, and known, I am not sure I love

If loving God means being in constant (or at least frequent) connection with Him, I am not certain I love


is that my heart longs to love my God. I do know that I have a desire to be a disciple and to hear from my Father as closely as possible.

I do know that my heart grieves the moments I am apart from my Father, and I crave connection when I am distant.

I know I love God, but my actions prove that untrue.

My God, please help me learn to match desire to love you well and truthfully with action.

PC Walker

Speaker.Author.Poet, whatever comes through the cracks is all grace.